Big empty space...

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My first hours of maternity leave fills me with a big empty feeling...

Sad.
Tired.

I didnt want to to leave work.
1 1/2 hour lunch with nice collegues. Really tasty yummie chocolate/orange cake. Good buns.
Nice speech, and I was about to cry.
Beautiful jewelry as farewellgift.

Then spending a lot of extra time printing out recepies, talking even more with collegues. Making the farewell last just a bit longer.

So, now WHAT?

Picking kids, making dinner. Fixing the flat a bit.
Tomorrow I will really feel the difference.